JouRn@l of My ByzAnt!n3 L!f3

bbq fireman at JAYA ONE

2008-12-22T20:06:00.003+08:00

farewell my dear friend

2008-08-04T02:00:00.003+08:00

you've been a wonderfull friend to us all this while.
but things are getting worst when you&your family have to
migrate to other country for
certain reason.
you will always be in our memory,
my dear friend, dinesh.
have a safe journey to there,

we will be missing you my macha bro.
we'll always love you.
take care

P.I.M.P my ride!

2008-07-28T02:37:00.002+08:00

need a ride?

UH

2008-07-07T22:17:00.004+08:00

hie, my name is roger and i broke my nose =/

gay look.
im a disgusted beast =o
oh, i dint realize my ass grow this big

*end*

Fuck Assignments!!

2008-06-25T05:37:00.002+08:00

sitting in mcd now, heart ache
sohai liang ask me tak out my watch
bajet his laptop damn new
fuck the world
i got 6 weeks holiday
but i sitting here helping fuck nuts do assignment
i should be sleeping
magahai damn fucking boring
and damn fucking stress
this is not my fucking assignment
but i'm fucking helping them do
haihz.. wat to do.. brothers ma
sienz.. pass to liang..
liang: this mother chut short fark promise me
done my assignment after foosball
but his an ass hole which day dream always
he dint realise he is short and likes to baget fit
his old, useless, waiting for death to occur
wad the fuck ur staring at? do my assignment bitch
so-called short fuck: fuck your mother bitch
so last minute only doing assignment.

USJ3/1E FIELD

2008-06-06T20:08:00.004+08:00

After having my dinner, thought of having a chill walk which good for my digestion, headed to usj3 field like i always do. Lighted up a ciggie , and was taking my time enjoying it =) The field was not as quiet as usual , i wasn't alone at the moment. There are some teenager at the opposite next bench, guess they were just finish their football games. Besides, they are having some chit chat talk over there which making up so much of noises..Zz! I dint bother much, thought they gonna leave soon and yet, they did leave after not long. So, i was bored..thinking what can i do in this field..first thing come into my mind is swing! haha! sound so kiddy huh? I kinda sort of liking being alone at times..so, there goes the kiddy me enjoying playing it . loL. swinging here and there, flash back those memories when during childhood, suddenly.....i accidently glance on the swing beside me...guess what? its moving by itself and there's no one accept for myself!! at the very moment, i was very calm. Although i was very sure that it wasn't effect of the wind but something else. I know its " the thing ". It dint frighten me off and at the moment, and this pop into my mind " you're not the only one which like being alone and enjoy playing swing, be cool. " i was like true true....be cool. " Things seems to be more creepy afterwards..i look back at the swing one more time and its still moving...this time i start feeling goose bump indeed. I made a move, and start walking back to my home. Somehow i just don't get it why at the very first moment i glance on the swing and i felt it , however i wasn't suprise and frighten.Besides, how could this be that sentences is what came into my mind? Im confuse. Thousand question mark in this case. well, blv it or not? till now i still can't figure out whether its the supernatural thingy or something else? i wonder......

Next top model

2008-05-07T02:08:00.004+08:00

Recent ONE U outing.

2008-05-05T03:33:00.007+08:00

say cheeeese =Dget lost from me , short.

lol.

models wanaB

14inch bicep, dont fuck with me =)

<<<<(.)(.)

this the real one =D

me & professional photographer wanaBe

wtf?!

eww,what a shot. cheap photographer ( pui teng )

i like this one =)

what?

symbol of my life =)

Shady, Aftermath
There she goes shaking that ass on the floor,
Bumpin and grindin that pole
The way she's grindin that pole
I think I'm losing control.

Get buzzed, get drunk,get crunked, get fucked up !
Hit the strip club don't forget ones get your dick rubbed
Get fucked, get sucked, get wasted, shit faceted
Pasted, blasted, puke drink up, get a new drink
Hit the bathroom sink, throw up
Wipe your shoe clean, got a routine
Knowing still got a few chunks on your shoestring
Showing I was dehydrated till the beat vibrated
I was revibed as soon as this Bitch gyrated
And hips and licked them lips and that was it
I had to get Nate Dogg here to sing some shit

Two to the one from the one to the three
I like good pussy and I like good trees
Smoke so much weed you wouldn't believe
And I get more ass than a toilet seat
Three to the one from the one to the three
I met a bad bitch last night in the D
Let me tell you how I made her leave with me
Conversation and Hennessey
I've been to the motherfucking mountain top
Heard motherfuckers talk, seen 'em drop
If I ain't got a weapon I'ma pick up a rock
And when I bust yo ass I'm gonna continue to rock
Get you ass of the wall with your two left feet
It's real easy just follow the beat
Don't let that fine girl pass you by
Look real close cause strobe lights lie

We bout to have a party (turn the music up)
Let's get it started (Go head shake your butt)
I'm looking for a girl with a body and a sexy strut
Wanna get it poppin baby step right up
Some girls they act retarded
Some girls are bout it bout it
I'm looking for a girl that will do whatever the fuck
I say everyday she be giving it up

Shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Oh girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

'm a menace, a dentist, an oral hygienist
Open your mouth for about four or five minutes
Take a little bit of this fluoride rinse
Swish but don't spit it, swallow and I'll finish
Yeah me and Nate d-o double g
Looking for a couple bitches with some double d's
Pop a little champagne and a couple E's
Slip it in her bubbuly, we finna finna have a party

Have a party (turn the music up)
Let's get it started (Go head shake your butt)
I'm looking for a girl I can fuck in my hummer truck
Apple Bottom jeans and a big Ol' butt
Some girls they act retarded
Some girls are bout it bout it
I want a bitch that sit at the crib with no panties on
Knows that she can but she won't say no
Now look at this lady all in front of me, sexy as can be
Tonight I want a slut, will you be mine?
I heard you was freaky from a friend of mine

Now I hope you don't get mad at me
But I told Nate you was a freak
He said he wants a slut, hope you don't mind
I told him how you like it from behind

2008-05-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

being treated like a 3 year old kid.

Endless Of Love

2008-04-13T06:39:00.004+08:00

Jie kai wo zui shen mi de deng dai
Xing xing zhui luo feng zai chui dong
Zhong yu zai jiang ni yong ru huai zhong
Liang ke xin chan dou

Xiang xin wo bu bian de zhen xin
Quan nian deng dai you wo cheng nuo
Wu lun jing guo duo shao de han dong
Wo jue bu fang shuo

iye nae sonul japgo nunulkamayouri
saranghetton nalto
sengkaghepayouri
nomu saranghesoapossonneyosoro
saranghandan malto mottansondayo

Mei yi ye bei xing tong chuan yue
Si nian yong mei you zhong dian
Zao xi guang le gu du xiang sui
Wo wei xiao mian dui

Xiang xin wo ni xuan ze deng dai
Zai duo ku tong ye bu shan duo
Zhi you ni de wen rou neng jie jiu
Wu bian de leng mo

An actual song which i often listen that can calm myself down and head back to sleep . endless of love.

3 March 2008

2008-03-03T05:24:00.003+08:00

.latest crime.

Thousand of things running trough my mind. i cant sleep, i cant hide, i cant avoid it.
I see things more than a normal person do. i noticed before they even realise.
How i wish im just a simple ordinary person who can live in a simple life, happy lucky going person.
How nice could it be? simple life .
No aim, No worries, No stress.
anyway guys, if u see this guy pls be aware aite?
he drives a Evo 25 with 16inch sport rim. he is half neggro and half indian.
he is the most dangerous man walking at the street.
he could be anywhere !

03 March 2008

2008-03-03T04:50:00.001+08:00

eee, i sound so gay..cant blv that i published so many gay stuff in my blog :D

03 March 2008

2008-03-03T04:44:00.002+08:00

Baby I know your hurting Right now
you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and
I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me

Money,power,respect

2008-02-22T10:05:00.003+08:00

Money,power, respect. this 3 word slowly seems to be replacing our so called friendship,love,relastionship. U have money, u automaticly will have power and ppl will respect the achievement you got. The world has change . is not the world, but our behavior of human mankind turn it goes around..i used to blv in loyalty that i expect from some1. it dint turn up. slowly time goes by, things are getting more complicated. its getting apart. I grew up in a uneducated life and a suriving is part of the game. Things i learn and achieved and wad made me today is practicaly by my own. I doesn have a nice childhood days like wad this days children going trough. I learn to live, by my own. without guide, proper teaching. And when one day i got success like how i always wish to be, ill announce loudly to everyone wad i got today is by my own. Parents support? nah. im not trying to sound childish and i doesn need any advice coming to me by telling me how much my parents done for me. Wad they provide me is just shelther and few meals to full up my stomach. perhaps a few rm10 toys for my entertainment ? it cost more than it does. there's a price for a request. Everyone around been telling me im the youngest and the only son in the house with two sis. u should be the luckiest. well, i dont really think so. i dont get a fair treatment. conflicts. As i grew, i find ppl around me doesnt get along with me. maybe you can say im thinking too much or too sensitive, or a fuck up person by saying " get the fuck out if ur not happy with it" well i dont get it that way. Ppl who are reading or after reading dont get it wrong im trying to hit you indirectly but im just trying to shoot out my feelings. like this wad a blog do? i used to share my problems with my close friends..slowly, times goes one by one is going off. im losing them. i feel we are getting further apart. time changes. Even the one who i trusted the most, loved the most, could even make me feel the same like wad other ppl did..so does loyalty really excist? hell fuck yeah. Anyway to those readers im not trying to sound like a asshole alright? this post im not trying to hit on anyone. Just how i feel towards the world changes. well, if you got a problem with this post, i suggest u get the fuck OUT of my link (:

Bald of the YEAR. 2008

2008-01-30T20:25:00.001+08:00

LORHZERH !!

JANUARY 12 2008

2008-01-12T03:26:00.000+08:00

Actually im just a trash to everyone. A public usage for everyone. i have ALL kinds of usage that u need, want. just name it u got it.

5 JANUARY

2008-01-05T02:31:00.000+08:00

FUCK !! IM SO ENJOY TODAY ! went foosball with frens , got so addict to it . Till then , head back home. on my way that time , saw some farkers who racing at ss15 street . got so excited and join them along ! WAHAHAH ! ..!..(- -)..!.. motha farkers . Anyway few days back , i cause an innocent accident. i felt so bad. The race started when i accidently provoke an old uncle which driving a big jeep, storm ( huge version ). sigh. dint expect that will happen.

DECEMBER 01

2007-12-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

How are your feeling today :
Here without you - 3doors down
im ere without liquorrrr !!
No One-Alicia Keys
ape ni??
What is your best friends theme song?
Bat country- a country full of bat?
What’s your highschool like?
seize the day - sieze my flower pls...no comment!
How can your get ahead in life?
warmness of soul !! - my day are much more warm ever since ur appearance? hmm..boleh ar..
What’s the best thing about your best friends?
Demolition program? - damn..its a damn technooo songs !! u mean my best friends love to hard styyle? xD
Describe your parents.
Where is the love - black eye peased
where is the love , mum? dad? sis? =(
How’s your life going?
NO WOMAN NO CRY - bob marleyyy !
yeahhhhhhh! no woman no cry ! single roxx !
First song played on my birthday.
forget already..bday song la !
What your friends think of you?
nymphetamine-cradle of filth
OMG ! IM EVIL? ISH
HOME- chris daughtry
they wants to go home? lawl
How can you make yourself happy?
Over you - chris daughtry
over you, ill be happy ?
What should you do with your life?
Wait for you - elliot yamin
wow ! wait for the one i used to loved?
Will you ever have child?
Lose yourself - eminem
no comment . lawl
What song will you done like a freak to?
When im gone - eminem
when im gone , just carry on ladies ! i know u girls will miss me? lol
What does your mum think of you?
One last time - eminem
Mom, this will be the one last time i ask u for pocket money! LOL
What is your deep dark secret?
You Dont Know - Eminem
u dont know and u wont know ! XD

What’s your mortal enemy theme songs?

29 OCTOBER

2007-10-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

recent genting trip.

October 12

2007-10-12T03:44:00.000+08:00

topic of the day is LOVE !
wad is love ? feelings? something?
for wad i think , is a time bomb.
why do many ppl now adays going trough undergo depression?
lack of love and care? lonely?
all this are just nonsense..a person who doesn even know how to love themself do they have the right to love someone? rite !
why would u wana make urself so upset over loosing some1 u love? do u think u deserve to love some1 whereas u doesn even know how to love urself! why not just make urself more happy, stay strong and move on? there are many things are awaiting for us to do..why not spending those time in it then being emo over this kind of nonsensE? omg ! there's a long pathway for us to go trough..if this small matter stop u right ere how could ever take it if a bigger problems occur? there are many ppl who care and love u right beside you..take a look at you ! over this wad have u become? its time for u to wake up..seeking a needle in a deep sea? there's nothing is perfect..u will find ur right love one when times come..learn to love urself before loving someone.

17 SEPTEMBER 2007

2007-09-17T00:56:00.000+08:00

17 SEPTEMBER 2007

homies, im back ! =D
OMFG! its been almost a month plus i dint update my blog due to lazyness~~
to my dear readers, i will updtate asap k? chaooo siiinnn !

20 AUGUST 2007

2007-08-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

me and suee ! <3

angel aka " tani " queen =D

my hawt stuff gf!?? LOL!

bro's for life =)

ck top models. HAHA!

5 men in black?

2gay, 2 poser.

to all my readers, i know im really outdate..these days kinda lazy to post out blog =p

well , recently was my b'day..got nothing much but just an emo party and dinner..just going to post out some pictures..hope u guys enjoy.

AUGUST 20

2007-08-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

its too late to apologise.

I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you .

well, moral of the lesson is appreciate for what u have now. dont be regret when u loose it. never!

01 AUGUST 2007

2007-08-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

.TRULY MADLY DEEPLY.

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do I will be strong
I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning,
yeah
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers In lonely hours
The tears devour you
Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right before you'
All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

JULY 2007

2007-07-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

summit , swimming pool place.

p/s : roger , dont be ass hole. stop looking for my grammar mistake. im not going to write anything here.

18 JULY 2007

2007-07-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

YOU TOOK MY HEART AWAY .

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you,
saw me through
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love
You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life
Living in a world so cold ,
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I'm in love
You took... Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we'll never be alone .

14 JULY 2007

2007-07-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

sad =(

retarted =/

i need LOVE ! lawl

after!~

before !~~

harry potter suxxxxxxxx! dont watch..u sure will regret!

11 JULY 2007

2007-07-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

BRING ME BACK !

JULY 2007

2007-07-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

well, currently back to my single life..like how i used to be.

guess i did a right decision this time..at the right time and right thing.

wad can i say ? hmm..

SPM is around the corner..time to study back !

got left out with many subjects and topic.

must arrange my time wisely man..

holding a big responsibility ain't a easy thing to do so..

sometimes sacrifice is needed to achieve the things u wanted..

relationship? nah..it wont be my choice anymore...

mayb im just not the type of person who suit for it.

i strongly agree with it..

lastly, just wana apologize and a million thanks to some1 who really special to me.

victoria pang rhae naa.

once again, thanks for everything..and being so tolerating towards me all while..

i do appreciate it. thanks.

its my lost to choose this decision..

hope u really do understand the situation im facing when im with u all while.

memorise , will always remain as memorise .

25 JUNE 2007

2007-06-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

Ucapkanlah kasih..Satu kata yang kunantikan
Sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
Mendengar bisikmu
Nyanyikanlah kasih..Senandung kata hatimu
Sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu
Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
Padahal ia ada
Dalam rinai hujan, dalam terang bulan
Juga dalam sedu sedan
Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
Padahal yang terasaDalam rindu dendam, hening malam
Cinta.. terasa ada…

24 JUNE 2007

2007-06-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

in chai's car

O.o

con con haimai? xD p/s : me and ian konon strong

3 assholic x]

top 10 poser of the year.

random picture.

3 big man.

3 folks in genting highland car park.

Peeps , im backkkkk ! =D

yday was a super outing..it was funn !

it was mark ian's 17 b'day. well , he and his " gang " was planning to go clubbing on that night .

we was hanging at usj16 briyani mamak stall , planning out for the outing.

too bad the planning for going clubbing was cancel on last minute =( !

the new plan was on bangsar's hartamas. the place were so crowded.

full of people exspecially malay's. we were having a drink at En. DON restaurant.

as we know , hartamas is a place where malays ppl lepak . funny things is there was an old uncle seilling BBQ pork

right infront of THE RESTAURANT!! omg. cant blv right? =/
back to our main our disscusion , we were planning where to go later on.

we decided to drive up to genting ! =D without wasting time , we get ourself back to our sit.

we went up there with 7 gay morons. benny, chai , ian , me , tan , malvin , jonathan.

well , i have alot of stories will like to post it in here later on. thing we been trough in GENTING HIGHLAND !

ngek ngek..sounds scary huh? will be back =D

JUNE 10 2007

2007-06-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

woooooohoooooooo! wonderfull holiday i been trough..sadly school going to start on tomorow =/
spend almost rm600 on everything weh !!! went for leo forums at penang..im really broke!
although it was a emo outing , but overall it was funnn !! xDD really miss that event man..hehe !
get to know 2 new fokers . wai jun and aun hoong =D lame shit kia they are. spend our time together on penang trip..it was totally rawxxxx! went for dim sum, go shopping mall buat kacau, get drunk together on middle of the night..woohooo! raw! lots of fun we have..memorise! the funniest thing happen on one of the day was gg.ed by aun hoong. APA!? u ada nampak saya berak ka? i kencing saja ma..u jangan tuduh saya ah! saya panggil LAWyer sue u ar! HAHA! lame shit..fight with the pencuci tandas over a small shit of thing..LOL! cause me laugh the whole week after refreshing back the memorise. secondly about wai jun. the most sad-the-ning kid i ever see..he was been dare by us to order beer to drink along with us..after drinking of 2small cup of it ended up laughing there alone without any reason. sad kid. lolol!! today there's a event organize at sunway lagoon , summer splash !! full of GIRLS @@ ! it was quite boring..waste rm25 for the damn shit ticket..get to play a few game of it only =/ funny part was wai jun..ONCE again he got bully by us by drowning him into the pool water =D and get strike by us with SAND BALL! haha! haiz..sadly school starting soon..wondering when will i go trough all this fun again =( sobbbbbbb!

27 MAY 2007

2007-05-27T00:06:00.001+08:00

a touching story was send form a elder friend of mine..here it goes.

There was a blind gal who hated herself just because she was blind.she hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. he was always there for her.she said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything. including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her," now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" the gal was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and she refused to marry him.Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying."JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES PLEASE,"This is how humans change when their status changes. only a few remember what life was before.and who has always been there inthe most painful situations.so liang, if you are in the boyfriends situation what you will do... give me the truth answer that comes from your heart.2) if you are in gals situation what you will doo... truth from your heart...from peoples admire....++guru++

pls do drop by comments for ur answers.

MAY 26 2007

2007-05-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

why times squuaaareeeeeeeeee are fullllllll of _ar_n h_an this kind LALA chai!!?? spoil mood of shopping only =/

20 May 2007

2007-05-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

A day will come when a personal call for me is heard.
A day when the cloudsin the sky stop passing and the oceans life becomes still.
A moment when bothour lives will end.
Mine as I walk the pathway to our fathers mansion;
yours as a friend, a mother, a daughter has been selectedto move forward from the life she was granted to a newlife that awaits.
Give me you laughter as I am lowered in to the earth.
Let me remind you of the person you've helped me become.
A heart once afraid to love has found a home that hasnurtured it's strength.
With love I will shine down on your waking and sleeping moments, blessing you with great hope, undying love, and fond memories. If I should leave you, I leave with you the gift you gave me, life.

13 MAY 2007

2007-05-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

its been 4nights..
can't blv that is happening..
once in a blue moon? O.o
having a great time with her..
skip my studies..
feel worthy to do so..
thinking about her..
a common daily routin..
can say 24hours thingy..
happen on my dreams.
wow?
speechless..

09 APRIL 2007

2007-05-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

A give , from some1 who really important to me .
the first girl , that write down every conversation we had.
the first girl , that tolerate me the most.
the first girl , that understand me the most.
the first girl , that loves me this much.
the first girl , wrote me such touching letter.
the first girl , who TOUCHED my heart .

i really dono what to say...sigh .

Tuesday May 08

2007-05-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

a big wonder , i have solve. =)

19 APRIL 2007

2007-04-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?You know I gave you the worldYou had me in the palm of your handSo why your love went awayI just can't seem to understandThought it was me and you babeMe and you until the endBut I guess I was wrongDon't want to think about itDon't want to talk about itI'm just so sick about itCan't believe it's ending this wayJust so confused about itFeeling the blues about itI just can't do without yaTell me is this F A I R ?Is this the way it's really going down?Is this how we say goodbye?Should've known better when YOU came aroundThat you were gonna make me cryIt's breaking my heart to watch you run around'Cause I know that you're living a lieThat's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...What goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundNow girl, I remember everything that you claimedYou said that you were moving on nowAnd maybe I should do the sameFunny thing about that isI was ready to give you my nameThought it was me and you, babeAnd now, it's all just a shameAnd I guess I was wrongDon't want to think about itDon't want to talk about itI'm just so sick about itCan't believe it's ending this wayJust so confused about itFeeling the blues about itI just can't do without yaCan you tell me is this fair?Is this the way it's really going down?Is this how we say goodbye?Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)That you were going to make me cryNow it's breaking my heart to watch you run around'Cause I know that you're living a lieThat's okay baby 'cause in time you will findWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around comes aroundYeahWhat goes around comes aroundYou should know thatWhat goes around comes aroundYeahWhat goes around comes aroundYou should know thatDon't want to think about it (no)Don't want to talk about itI'm just so sick about itCan't believe it's ending this wayJust so confused about itFeeling the blues about it (yeah)I just can't do without yaTell me is this fair?Is this the way it's really going down?Is this how we say goodbye?Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)That you were going to make me cryNow it's breaking my heart to watch you run around'Cause I know that you're living a lieBut that's okay baby 'cause in time you will findWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back around[Comes Around interlude:]Let me paint this picture for you, babyYou spend your nights aloneAnd he never comes homeAnd every time you call himAll you get's a busy toneI heard you found outThat he's doing to youWhat you did to meAin't that the way it goesWhen you cheated girlMy heart bleeded girlSo it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurtJust a classic caseA scenarioTale as old as timeGirl you got what you deservedAnd now you want somebodyTo cure the lonely nightsYou wish you had somebodyThat could come and make it rightBut girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathyYou'll see(What goes around comes back around)I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)I thought I told ya, hey[laughs]See?You should've listened to me, babyYeah, yeah, yeah, yeahBecause(What goes around comes back around.
for all the readers , hope u will like this song.
specialy pusblish for some1.

APRIL 17 2007

2007-04-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..how should i start le ?
i'ts been 59 days we been together ,
happy 2nd ANNIVERSARY ma baby girl !
althought is just a short period time ,
but we have been trough many things.
contains of sweet and sour , but i still appreciate it alot !
just wana thank god for giving me a chance to be with her ,
the most wonderfull girl i ever had.
feeling so thankfull and gratefull .
love u baby girl !

came back from skool , sleep. eat.
so lifeless huh ? planning to study later on..
just in a sudden , feel like blogging =D
u been missing for quite some time ,
where have u been ?
i need ur guide , i feel so lost without you.
please come back to me , i cant do without you.
shine me once again , bring me the to the right way.
im so empty without you , im losing control.
i need you by my side , my guardian .

14 APRIL 2007

2007-04-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

tensioon !! a boring and emo day.. ish =/
what a saturday rite? being a homie..
plan not working on..everythings seems going wrong !
stuck at home..dying , half dead.
boooooooreeeeeed !
any suggestion for a good way to realise tension and stress?
s i g h !
something hits one me , reminds the the past.
the sweet memorize we used to had , WEST SIDE !
love them so damn much..although is just a short period time ,
i will nvr forget the time we used to spend .
going church together , hang out at ac , went clubbing together ,
watch drifting together at kesas high way, went to halloween night etc.
woohooo !
it was so damn fun ! guess i wont be having those time again.. really miss it alot !
everything is changing now , get into form5 life..all been busy about thier own thing
stress about thier work , bad things occurs more . sigh.
miss those time we used to gather and have a drink together ,
get ourself drunk and forget about the world , sharing our problems to each other.
brother's , how long it can be lasting ? hmm.. lucky for me to found 3 of them.
but things seems changing..sigh !
how i wish i could turn back the time ? guess i found the true meaning about it.
get to understand how much they mean it.
time pass so damn fast ! sekelip mata im in form5 adi..
SPM life..oh no ! hate it so much..
everyday been stress over the same prob , im really sick and tired about it.
when i'm going to over come it ? where is my guardian angel? where is the real me ?
OMG ! cant blv that it comes with this big influence..
two words , LIFE SUX !

12 APRIL 2007

2007-04-12T19:33:00.001+08:00

OMG! cant blv that i got interest at blogging..girlish of me =D
just started blogging today , was so excited about it !
time past so fast , till we dint notice about it.
as time past , we start getting older.
problems. society. family. friendship. relationship.studies.
making me headache over.
sigh. S T R E SS !
after being trough , just realise how precious is my family can be.
how deep is thier loves towards me , how much i mean to them
how much they care for me , will i find the same family in my next life ?
who knows?
they are the best , nothing else could replace them.
money can't buy true loves , they are more than anything to me.
from ere , i learn that do appreciate them while they are still with you.
dont be sad when they no longer excist in u're life .