Journal of my life.

First of foremost, this blog was original created by a very special person i know. Victoria Pang Rhaena. Hope i din't spell your name wrongly, and am truly happy and congrats on your marriage. It was so good to know u're getting married and starting a journey of your life in a new different era.

This post was rather random, just a sudden urge from me to express my feelings, and i could not believe myself that i still remember i have this existing account of blogspot. The only reason i choose to write in here, to remind myself 6years has gone since i last drop in here.

Time flies, and indeed it happens in a blink of an eye.

For the past 6 years, things have changed so much. I'm 24 now and i would say still a lil clueless on

what i really wanted for myself. 

I once told myself this, if i want to be something that i'm not, i know i have the capability to achieve my desire.

And yet, i did it.I would rather recognize myself from being such an anti socialize person, and now the game play has turn around.I'm not trying to prove anything. But since this blog has been dead for more than half a decade, simply just here expressing my feelings. Afterall, nobody is going to be reading on this.

I have grown to be older, wiser, stronger, think differently than most of the people that i came across. Back then when i was still in high school, i was so concern on the relationship i have with people around. I wasn't so good being a likable person to everyone. 

And at this very moment, i'm very proud to announce, things are far beyond my expectation. I did so well, that i feel like i'm invisible. A level that no ordinary person can derive.

My dreams are different now, i'm rather ego in some way that i wish i could dominate and lead this game.

I want to be in control, i want to build a a community to believe in me, and yes if given an opportunity, i will prove to the world. That if things are under my control, i can present a better world. I'm a great leader.

I work hard, very hard for the desire i want. 

if you out there somewhere, i believe in you.

Let me prove to this world, under my lead, humanity would be much greater. Compassion and love, kindness, every person mind set will be fix into one, A perfection. 

I will, is just a matter of what it takes or how my heart breaks,

Believe

bbq fireman at JAYA ONE

farewell my dear friend

you've been a wonderfull friend to us all this while.
but things are getting worst when you&your family have to
migrate to other country for
certain reason.
you will always be in our memory,
my dear friend, dinesh.
have a safe journey to there,

we will be missing you my macha bro.
we'll always love you.
take care

P.I.M.P my ride!

need a ride?

UH

hie, my name is roger and i broke my nose =/

gay look.
im a disgusted beast =o
oh, i dint realize my ass grow this big

*end*

Fuck Assignments!!

sitting in mcd now, heart ache
sohai liang ask me tak out my watch
bajet his laptop damn new
fuck the world
i got 6 weeks holiday
but i sitting here helping fuck nuts do assignment
i should be sleeping
magahai damn fucking boring
and damn fucking stress
this is not my fucking assignment
but i'm fucking helping them do
haihz.. wat to do.. brothers ma
sienz.. pass to liang..
liang: this mother chut short fark promise me
done my assignment after foosball
but his an ass hole which day dream always
he dint realise he is short and likes to baget fit
his old, useless, waiting for death to occur
wad the fuck ur staring at? do my assignment bitch
so-called short fuck: fuck your mother bitch
so last minute only doing assignment.

USJ3/1E FIELD

After having my dinner, thought of having a chill walk which good for my digestion, headed to usj3 field like i always do. Lighted up a ciggie , and was taking my time enjoying it =) The field was not as quiet as usual , i wasn't alone at the moment. There are some teenager at the opposite next bench, guess they were just finish their football games. Besides, they are having some chit chat talk over there which making up so much of noises..Zz! I dint bother much, thought they gonna leave soon and yet, they did leave after not long. So, i was bored..thinking what can i do in this field..first thing come into my mind is swing! haha! sound so kiddy huh? I kinda sort of liking being alone at times..so, there goes the kiddy me enjoying playing it . loL. swinging here and there, flash back those memories when during childhood, suddenly.....i accidently glance on the swing beside me...guess what? its moving by itself and there's no one accept for myself!! at the very moment, i was very calm. Although i was very sure that it wasn't effect of the wind but something else. I know its " the thing ". It dint frighten me off and at the moment, and this pop into my mind " you're not the only one which like being alone and enjoy playing swing, be cool. " i was like true true....be cool. " Things seems to be more creepy afterwards..i look back at the swing one more time and its still moving...this time i start feeling goose bump indeed. I made a move, and start walking back to my home. Somehow i just don't get it why at the very first moment i glance on the swing and i felt it , however i wasn't suprise and frighten.Besides, how could this be that sentences is what came into my mind? Im confuse. Thousand question mark in this case. well, blv it or not? till now i still can't figure out whether its the supernatural thingy or something else? i wonder......