Money,power,respect

Money,power, respect. this 3 word slowly seems to be replacing our so called friendship,love,relastionship. U have money, u automaticly will have power and ppl will respect the achievement you got. The world has change . is not the world, but our behavior of human mankind turn it goes around..i used to blv in loyalty that i expect from some1. it dint turn up. slowly time goes by, things are getting more complicated. its getting apart. I grew up in a uneducated life and a suriving is part of the game. Things i learn and achieved and wad made me today is practicaly by my own. I doesn have a nice childhood days like wad this days children going trough. I learn to live, by my own. without guide, proper teaching. And when one day i got success like how i always wish to be, ill announce loudly to everyone wad i got today is by my own. Parents support? nah. im not trying to sound childish and i doesn need any advice coming to me by telling me how much my parents done for me. Wad they provide me is just shelther and few meals to full up my stomach. perhaps a few rm10 toys for my entertainment ? it cost more than it does. there's a price for a request. Everyone around been telling me im the youngest and the only son in the house with two sis. u should be the luckiest. well, i dont really think so. i dont get a fair treatment. conflicts. As i grew, i find ppl around me doesnt get along with me. maybe you can say im thinking too much or too sensitive, or a fuck up person by saying " get the fuck out if ur not happy with it" well i dont get it that way. Ppl who are reading or after reading dont get it wrong im trying to hit you indirectly but im just trying to shoot out my feelings. like this wad a blog do? i used to share my problems with my close friends..slowly, times goes one by one is going off. im losing them. i feel we are getting further apart. time changes. Even the one who i trusted the most, loved the most, could even make me feel the same like wad other ppl did..so does loyalty really excist? hell fuck yeah. Anyway to those readers im not trying to sound like a asshole alright? this post im not trying to hit on anyone. Just how i feel towards the world changes. well, if you got a problem with this post, i suggest u get the fuck OUT of my link (: